Suicidal thoughts: How it feels and what’s it like.

Being in a place where you don’t know what’s going on, is confusion in simple terms; but, being on a war with your own mind? That's painful. I'm someone who has fought suicidal thoughts in the past. And I can assure you, it is nothing as it looks like in movies. I will paint a … Continue reading Suicidal thoughts: How it feels and what’s it like.

Rising from the ashes.

TW : Trauma // Suicide. If you are reading this - thank you! It took me a lot to get myself to actually talk about this. 2021 has been rough on me. The first three months of the year was a complete nightmare for me. Just to give an idea:•I lost a relationship which felt … Continue reading Rising from the ashes.

Recovering from a heartbreak: finally closing this chapter!

Although, I never thought we’d be here – not friends nor enemies. There’s no bitterness from my side. I’ve matured and accepted things in the healthiest way possible. Now that I think of it – my journey could be described like this: You weren’t ‘my’ person, but you were something complicated to explain. But suddenly … Continue reading Recovering from a heartbreak: finally closing this chapter!

Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.6)

I'm no longer homesick for arms that no longer hold me. A part of me wanted you to miss me the way I miss you. I secretly hoped your heart broke too, and today I can’t believe how bitter and evil I had become since the day we parted ways. And I know this will … Continue reading Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.6)

Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.5)

I couldn’t forget you, and I felt like I’m obsessed with you. I don’t care what people say, but forgetting someone close to you is like losing a part of you. You cannot just pretend you never had any memories with that person. It doesn’t work like that. I can ignore you, avoid you, keep … Continue reading Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.5)

Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.4)

The ‘Goodbye’ moment wasn’t pre-planned, but it happened anyway. It was not easy. It happened so suddenly, that it took me several minutes to realize all is lost. I wasn’t ready to lose you but still did. It was so unreal to just be there, and feel an emptiness that wasn’t there a minute ago. … Continue reading Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.4)

Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.3)

I’m seeking peace from your absence. Isn’t it crazy that we were close to being something, and ended up being nothing? It’s like we almost came full circle. And no, this article isn’t about me being weak or how much I miss you – it's about how much peace I needed and now finally have. … Continue reading Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.3)

Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.2)

You weren’t ‘my’ person, but you were something complicated to explain. The picture has been taken from Pinterest. You weren’t exactly ‘my’ person; No, you were something more complicated than that. You were the person, whom I met and felt this instant connection. We had nothing in common. We still have nothing in common, except … Continue reading Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.2)

Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.1)

Do I miss you? Yes. Do I want to bring you back? No. I always had this feeling that life got complicated the moment we met. Not like we wanted it to be like that but still we had such an amazing connection. We understood better without saying much. It was something like – we … Continue reading Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.1)

Mental Health

**TRIGGER WARNINGS – Suicide, Depression, Anxiety Attacks, and stress.  Hi! I know this is an article but I want readers to feel up-front and personal whilst reading. I will be writing ‘You’ so that it seems like I am speaking to you – and I hope this article can make you smile at some point. … Continue reading Mental Health