Being in a place where you don’t know what’s going on, is confusion in simple terms; but, being on a war with your own mind? That’s painful.Continue reading “Suicidal thoughts: How it feels and what’s it like.”
TW : Trauma // Suicide.
If you are reading this – thank you! It took me a lot to get myself to actually talk about this. 2021 has been rough on me. The first three months of the year was a complete nightmare for me.Continue reading “Rising from the ashes.”
Although, I never thought we’d be here – not friends nor enemies. There’s no bitterness from my side. I’ve matured and accepted things in the healthiest way possible. Now that I think of it – my journey could be described like this:Continue reading “Recovering from a heartbreak: finally closing this chapter!”
I’m no longer homesick for arms that no longer hold me.
A part of me wanted you to miss me the way I miss you. I secretly hoped your heart broke too, and today I can’t believe how bitter and evil I had become since the day we parted ways.Continue reading “Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.6)”
I couldn’t forget you, and I felt like I’m obsessed with you.
I don’t care what people say, but forgetting someone close to you is like losing a part of you. You cannot just pretend you never had any memories with that person. It doesn’t work like that. I can ignore you, avoid you, keep you out of my circle – but I cannot forget the memories we made.Continue reading “Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.5)”
The ‘Goodbye’ moment wasn’t pre-planned, but it happened anyway.
It was not easy. It happened so suddenly, that it took me several minutes to realize all is lost. I wasn’t ready to lose you but still did. It was so unreal to just be there, and feel an emptiness that wasn’t there a minute ago. It literally only took a minute to change everything.Continue reading “Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective! (pt.4)”
I’m seeking peace from your absence.
Isn’t it crazy that we were close to being something, and ended up being nothing? It’s like we almost came full circle. And no, this article isn’t about me being weak or how much I miss you – it’s about how much peace I needed and now finally have. You were a good person, still are I’m sure – but I don’t know, we clicked and yet we didn’t click right. I don’t hate you nor do I dislike you.Continue reading “Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.3)”
You weren’t ‘my’ person, but you were something complicated to explain.
You weren’t exactly ‘my’ person; No, you were something more complicated than that. You were the person, whom I met and felt this instant connection. We had nothing in common. We still have nothing in common, except for that awkwardness we share. That’s the loudest sound between us.Continue reading “Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.2)”
Do I miss you? Yes. Do I want to bring you back? No.
I always had this feeling that life got complicated the moment we met. Not like we wanted it to be like that but still we had such an amazing connection. We understood better without saying much. It was something like – we completed each other as flawlessly as a hot knife cuts through cold butter – but I guess things needed to change.Continue reading “Recovering from a heartbreak: my perspective!(pt.1)”
**TRIGGER WARNINGS – Suicide, Depression, Anxiety Attacks, and stress.
Hi! I know this is an article but I want readers to feel up-front and personal whilst reading. I will be writing ‘You’ so that it seems like I am speaking to you – and I hope this article can make you smile at some point. This article is not to educate you on Mental Health, because you already know about it. This article is more about helping you cope with situations.Continue reading “Mental Health”